Cruel Is Love
Sweet is love when all is sane
I never thought I’d feel this way about a person, it’s like my whole life revolves around his smile, his laugh, I’m in love, and I never want it to end. He’s amazing, this boy; He’s positively absolutely, everything I need in my life, if I could change one thing it would be not meeting him soon enough. I can’t breathe when I’m with him. Everything about him is me definition of perfection and I never want this happiness to end.
Sweet is death to rid the pain
I-I… I don’t know what to do anymore; I can’t take this! I know she’ll be sad, she loves me, oh god she loves me, but it’s not enough, I though, I hoped it would be enough, but even her love is becoming polluted. The air around me chokes me, and I can’t breathe, why can’t I breathe anymore?! Something as natural as breathing is lost on me! I’m fucking useless, I’m gonna end it. I have to end it. I only hope she will understand.
Cruel is death when all is well
I don’t understand! we were so happy! Why would- What happened?! I just can’t believe he would do this! No! I refuse to accept this! He wouldn’t just leave me! He loved me, he loved me. I need to understand, why would he leave? What did I do wrong? I thought that we could fight our way through everything, I thought our love could withstand the tests of time… I- I thought wrong.
Cruel is love when all is hell
I never thought it would happen, this girl sideswipes me and now I can’t stop thinking about her. I hate myself for letting myself fall in love when I have so many other issues to sort out. I don’t want to hurt a single hair on her head, but at the same time I want to throw her to the ground and scream at her, “Stupid girl! Can’t you see I have no time to love you! stop batting your eye lashes! Stop looking at me with your sweet blue eyes!” but then I would feel so guilty, I don’t want to hurt her more than I already will.